A time bomb

The sky is crying
I wonder why am i even trying
Underneath the silent mute calm
There is a ticking time bomb
In the bathroom,cabinet or draw
It slowly starts behind a locked door
The countdown then begins
A begging death wish held in
Looking out the grey skies
Empty tears fall from my eyes
Useless thoughts cloud my mind
Is everyone now going blind
So much pain and hatred
A victim ready to blow their lid
For a short second all is still
Silently ill
Underneath the silent mute calm
There is a ticking time bomb
There is no use
For this world wide abuse
Looking out into the souless rain
Even the sky can feel this pain
The timers clocked
And all words are locked
As well are the worn doors
Where the ticking time bomb lures
Like everything else it had a purpose this creation
To count your expiration
but in the stillness of air
None of them care
They just listen to the pleading rain
And put on hold thw rods, thoughts and all the pain