Never have I felt,
So unaware,
That my head and soul, they tear.
Knife blade hovering above my arm,
The midnight moon,
Among the stars,
Shines down on me,
So unaware,
Of the pain that is caused,
I know that somewhere,
You're sitting and staring,
At the same star as me,
Hoping and praying,
But for different things to me.
Among the grass,
Wet with my tears I sit,
Wondering if. I'll ever commit,
The suicide you told me to do,
When you tied me down,
And made me listen to you.
Starting to slit,
The blood flowing freely,
Deeper I let the blade slip,
No more wrists,
It's my neck I hit
Staring at the track marks,
I start to reminisce.
And realise,
Late at night,
When I've almost gone too far,
I realise the truth,
Of what you've done to me so far.
You conned me into thinking,
That you're something you're not,
You played mind games with me,
And tied my life in a knot.
It all sums up to the fact,
That you never loved me one bit,
Only now have I learnt the truth,
You're not worth SH**.
