The more time i spend with you,
the further my head goes over my heals!!!!
i want so much to be in a spinning free fall with you,
i want so much to be able to tell you everything;
and while i feel like i can, i do not do it,
i do not do it because it makes me too vulnerable,
i do not do it because i do not want to fall knowing you will not,
i know that your holding back from me,
and i know why.
i cant allow myself to be so vulnerable knowing your not gonna do that for me.
i'm scared that i'm gonna lose control,
i'm scared that i'm gonna end up deeper than i want,
and i'm scared your going to hurt me.
only you really know what your feeling,
only you know what your thinking,
only you know when your going to really let me in,
and only you control how deep and how fast i will fall.
