All is the same

What do I live on?
I only live for the smallest things,
If they disappeared from me..
I would be dead in a second.

As time goes on,
All is the same.
Just regular pain.
Just regular sadness.
But growing bigger...
Can't take this anymore

I am growing numb inside myself.
Who am I to trust?
I am tired of this feeling,
Don't want to feel this same emotion.

Regular tears come..
All is the same..
Wanting a change,
For the better,
If this stays the same would I be dead?
If I stayed the same would there be better things?

But forever more today..
Just all is the same..