How does it feel this bad

All i can do is cry

for my own mistakes.

Trying to relive this pain

this pain you put here

i know i can not erase.

but the more i try

the more it kills me inside.

i can't love you.

And that what haunts me the most.

To know that you cared.

And I didn't care enough.

You hurd me cry,

And you acted like you didn't care.

But when you cried

I was supposed to be there.

I cant be the man.

The one you want me to be.

I am to week

when it comes to emotions

you where suppose to hold me high

and tell me the things that make me happy.

Instead of I have to go.

I cant be your girl

if all you do is use me

all I do is break

to know you didn't love me

you told me the words

the words I thought where true.

But the more I think,

The more I want to forget,

The hurt that is put here.

But I know it cannot be erased.

I sit and cry,

cause you told me those words.

I hope your happy,

I hope you care,

I hope she hurts you,

more then I ever did.