A suicidal end.

Children are born each and every day
But we never know what will come their way
Some are lucky with fates that are bright
Others are doomed to be lost in the night

I was the child doomed to be lost in the world
Just an empty soul inside of a broken little girl
Every year had a horrible twist and turn
But the 13th year is a scar that will forever burn

At the beginning every thing was going right
Ambitions were chased and goals were in sight
Then I met with someone who would soon steal my heart
But would break it so much it would start my trail to depart

Razors, drugs, and alcohol found a place in my life
But the one that still haunts me is that of the knife
A habit so sinful that it tears us from inside out
Turning us so far around that all we can do is shout

Darkness set upon me pulling me into depression
No one would care to help me from the first impression
My parents began to get worse with what they would drink
They began to hit me and yell at me bringing me to the brink

I found someone else who I thought could make it right
But I had soon found out that this was just a false light
Now Iâ??m fading into darkness I donâ??t think I can make it
Iâ??m sick of the pain and my life and I ask just please take it

So close to the end of my 13th year I have come
But I have a feeling it will all soon be done
No one has noticed that Iâ??m fading so fast
To my 14th year Iâ??m afraid I wonâ??t last

All I have to say now is to please beware
That when it comes to fate sometimes itâ??s not fair
These black tears wonâ??t stop falling and Iâ??m bleeding again
Soon I know that my 13th year will come to a suicidal end