Pain, nothing else.

This is the worst feeling
that i've ever had.
the worst pain i've ever felt
the most i've ever had.

im sorry for feeling this way
the way i feel about you.
but now that i've told you this
i got hurt the most by you.

and dont get me wrong
dont blame yourself
its all on me
i hurt myself.

i did this to myself
only thinking about how it could be.
but truly forgot that
it could never be.

i been through alot
more then most people have seen
if you add all that pain
this is the most i've been in.

im sorry for messing up
i guess i had it coming
never would i have thought
this pain would be coming.

no matter what i promise you
that this is real
that i dont i think i can overcome it
its too hard to deal.