The war in my mind

Everyday i find myself fighting this war with my mind.

this isnt regular war. this one is one of a kind,

this isnt a war of physical conflict to see who will come out on top,

this is a war that if u knew.. ur jaw would drop,

i really dont know if my mind is in the right place.

sumtimes i feel like im floating in space.

yet if i were in space my mind would blow to bits,

has it already blown? or is it just my mind fighting this war?

so confused i really dont know how to fight this battle,

when i try and go fight it my mind starts to rattle,

maybe im just not built for this thinking.

when i fight too much it even hurts when im blinking,

now have u fought a war like that?

have u fought a war were the enemy hits u every moment?

the enemy is built to destroy and torment...

this is an enemy i wasnt ready to fight,

this enemy is who has so much might.

this enemy is winning the battle........

the enemy gets me wen im asleep,

even wen im at school,

even when im at my most peaceful time,

this enemy is an expert and it knows what its doing,

my mind feels like is melting its bout to break down,

oh god wont this pain go away......

now has anywun fought a war like this?

but i think i've dicovered this foe!!

oh wat a trickster!!!! it thinks its got me!!!

i know who the enemy is!! making me feel vanity!!!

for the enemy is my insanity!!!!!!!!!!!