Almost Died

I try and Hide My feelings
By going out and getting high
The thoughts in my head are reeling
As I sit alone and cry
My heart is racing
My head is pounding
My parents I can't stand facing
The yelling will be sounding
So instead I sit and hide
This time I went to far
What if this time I died
This life I don't want anymore
But I dont really want to die
My parents come through the door
My mother stars to cry
They finally see what I'm going through
They always thought I was fine
At first they stand not knowing what to do
I end up in the hopsital
slowly Im getting better
Don't follow in my footsteps
This life is not that bad
You don't know how good it is
Until you've almost lost it
Until you've almost died.

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