Mindflow part 3

You know you've reached the end
when where raindrops once fell
waterfalls now cascade
where sun had warmed all
now lies a stifling shade
where concern once lingered
now pity calls home
where answers called back
pleas echo alone
you dare not hope and already know
the hill is too steep
lacking effort to don your costume
even for those you love
You just know....

I don't expect anyone to understand this but should you, congratulations! You've entered the mind of a maniac