You hurt me over and over again so why do I feel bad for hurting you? You were never there for me, so why should I be there for you? I needed you and you turned your back on me. You never wanted me I know this because of the way you treated me. It was like I didn't matter to you, like I was some kind of misfortune placed upon you. I loved you mom so why didn't you love me back? I don't know maybe dad was right and you don't quite know how but I needed you. It wasn't enough just to hear the words I love you, I needed you to show mw to. You have taken everything from me and gave nothing in return. To mad to forgive you, to upset to trust you or anyone else for that matter. Lifes gone from bad to worse and it's all your fault mom. You never apologized not once for destroying my life, honestly I don't think you care. You never cared about what I had to say I know this because you'd send me away every time I opened my mouth even if it was just to say I love you mom. Mom you were suppose to love me and listen to me and care about me but all you wanted to do was ignore me. You didn't want the responsibility of taking care of me, so why did you give birth to me? Dad says you were the best mom when I was younger but thats the thing I was young so all I remember is the bad mom you've turned into. Just because I got older that doesn't mean I didn't need a mom as time went on. I'm grown now, and you want back into my life? Sorry mom but no, you had your chance and you ripped it apart when I needed you the most.
