I'm not strong enough

If I could just let it all go
Admit to myself the feelings inside
Let them drain out into the world
And let them fall into there rightful place

Yet Im not strong enough
To unlock this hidden door
and let poison run its course
To kill the man I say I love
And watch him die a painful death

Ive put myself through every hoop
Trying to prove to myself
That you were the one
Im meant to spend my life with

Yet Im not strong enough
To unlock this hidden door
And let poison run its course
To kill the man I say I love
And watch him die a painful death