Gone

I watch as my heart beats in her hand on a dark night,
trying to salvage any love i have left.
Running away from the fear that i keep when i need to just let it go.
I die from the tension, die from desire, die from thinking that i owe you this.
i search for a place to leave my love, so i can take some time to rest.
It kills me on the inside when you say that you cant understand.
i want to be in the light of your love,
not just another friend in your heart.
Maybe one day ill be with you,
and share my love with just you.
But it seems that i've worn out my time,
i've tried to be the one u wanted, but now u'll end up alone.
You saw all my flaws, and left me to dry, then came back acting like i owe you this.
you got to take the best of me, now just go away.
you need to just let me be, now just go away.
you took me for granted, now I'm going to go away.

now i just die from the anger, die from the madness, die for the time i wasted on this. So go find another place to leave your grief, and ill find a place to rest.
I'm going to live for the happiness, live for the love, live for a reason thats more then you, just turn around and leave your pleads while i find a way to breath.