I Still

It's so hard to face the world
each day thinking that everyone
can see striaght through
this smile i wear

I feel like everyone knows that
I am still in love with you
and knows that my laughter
is the only thing keeping me from tears

truth is you are the only one for me
i love you and you dont really seem
to even care I still care about you
but you just press ignore

everyone knows so how
can you not
this seems to be our
destiny broken up
but its braking me apart

i cant even look at myself
in the mirror without tearing
up because i cant stand knowing
that i lost you

we were so close to getting closer
but you closed that door
and i am on the other side
i am still knocking but you wont let me in

i feel like the world is watching me
each night when i lie down and cry
i feel broken like a big part of me is missing
i cant live without you

why cant you just understand
i still love you
i still care
i still want you to be mine

now you are with her and
your smile is because of her
but i cant help but thinking
of when it was me who made
you smile that way

truth is i miss you baby