Save me

I called you and you didn't answer
I saw you and you didn't say a word
I kissed you and you pushed me away
I loved you and you hated me
I needed you and you weren't to be found
I tried to explain and you wouldn't listen

You came so close to understanding
You wouldn't go with your heart
You knew you loved me but you were to afraid
You ran me over and over again
You would rather hurt me then ever hurt him
You came so close but just wouldn't let go.

I came to the point where I finally broke
I couldn't take it anymore
I needed you and you left without a word
I took the knife my dad had bought me oh how he would miss me
I cut my wrist open and finished my goodbye note
I didn't have to do this, I could've been happy

I died that night but yet I'm still alive
Holding on to the though maybe you'll come around
I feel you getting closer
Your feelings are getting stronger or at least thats how it seems
I still have a chance I dint have to end it
I just need you
You can still save me