Nightmare

This is a freakin' living nightmare
Hurts so bad I need to share
With you what's going on
You see my ex has moved on
Big time
Feeling so much pain it's hard to rime
She fell in love with my friend
I just don't understand
How all of this could be happening
How can she have lost her feelings
Towards me
For she used to love me
We were right there for 5 years
But now here I am in tears
Because to her eyes it doesn't mean anything anymore
She doesn't want me no more
What is the meaning of all this
What did I do to deserve this
I was doing fine until recently
When she finally admitted to me
That she was seeing him
Out of all people why the f-u-c-k him
You knew how I felt about him
But you didn't care and now I constantly wanna scream
To you my hurt for you have betrayed me
This is definitely the worst thing you could have done to me
My whole body and soul are shaken
By the frequent overflowing of sadness and pain
Why do I need to be in this state
Seems like it's all I ever get to this date
Burdened by a feeling of loss and grief
All of this because of this filthy thief
Couldn't he find someone else
Out of all the girls he had to take my princess
I wish I could stop this
I wish I could go back to our first kiss
Where all the promises of a future
Were envisioned with me instead of that vulture
I'm mourning this dark fatality
Every single day till I reach a state of insanity
How much longer am I to bare this injustice
When will someone bring back peace
To my shattered heart
Mercilessly torned apart.

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