Lost love

I tried to control my feelings I felt inside
But deep down within me they burst out wide
I love this boy with all my heart
But I think it's going to end before it even starts
I told myself he was worth it
But now I feel like I don't deserve it
He'ss perfect in every way shape and form
Every time I think about him my heart grows warm
I think he loves me too and I sure do hope so
But every time I'm not talking to him I think about him with woe
I fell in love last night
Trying not to with all my might
I figured it would just be a fling
But after a few seconds I realized it might be the real thing
He's perfect in every way though he says he's not
I told him I loved him.
Then took a rose and pulled off the pedals saying he loves me not
He wont leave me alone and I don't know why
I don't want to be with him because too many times he has made me cry
It's like my heart is as hard and heavy as a stone