Laying in vein
with all that's on your mind
crying to sleep
not daring to stir
hiding in the salvation of your blanket
both thick and comforting
but not daring to eat
nor willing to take the leap
the leap of faith
a jump to change your direction
so you stay
in the dark of your room
bringing tears to those who care
knowing your not able to care
or able to escape
this maze of emotion
unable to trust a hand of compassion
nor wanting the black night of loneliness
knowing it will settle into your veins
to be pumped into your defenseless soul like a hell spawned demon
crashing through the ranks of man
to feast its fury
on the walls of stone
with these great walls of stone
your faith grows and brings you safety
well so you thought
now only to have the walls crash to the floor
them great white marble stone walls
now that they are breached
your hope and faith
that was put fourth into these great walls
has been destroyed
now you are left in a world of pain and loneliness
knowing now that you have misplaced your faith
and doubting there is a god
now you realize
not all sad stories come to a happy ending
sometimes it hast to be worked for
to get a happy ending
and the knight of justice and glory
is not as dependable as you once thought.
