You ((goodbye))

I look back to see you there
I turn back around and smile
doctor says its pain to bear
thats why i dont frown

i went to your house and asked for you
They said "dalia just go home"
I think they think I'm playing around
Thats why theyve become so cold

next day in school
in your seat, you sat
" I went to your house, where were were you?"
Then the teacher looked back

She sent me to the principals office
With a waving finger towards the door
the way she waved her finger
i knew i was in trouble for sure

i went to the principals office
and he said your parents said i was there
then he began to discuss
this "burden" i had to bear

i told him, " but she was sitting there"
I saw her green eyes
but dont forget
her redish blonde hair

In the back of my mind
there layed your painted face
this burden that they speak of
is the mystery i chase

Principal told me to go to Ortiz's that night
i said with him i'll go
To find a mall sized home
is what i didnt know

This person-filled place
was full with teary eyes
your mother stood in front
with tears to her theighs

i looked for you from right to left,
but you were nowhere to be found
i turned and looked from left to right,
but you were not around

i saw your father for the first time
in all the yearss we've been friends
he had fake tears
and a sad face like in pretend

he has your eyes and your hair
from the blonde to the red
that image in the back of my mind
like ive said

Principal took me into a room
with more teary eyes
it was dark, lacked light,
and infested with flies

I finally saw you
ypu were alone surrounded by flowers
i was relieved after searching
for all these hours

"Where have you been,
ive been looking everywhere!"
From right to left
But you were not there

Everyone was now
staring at me
the memory started to come back
and began to agree

I looked back at you
and realized you were no longer sitting down
Now you were laying
on the ground

I did not know what this means
or what it has been
for the last weeks
ive seen

You were there
with blood from to ear
More blood then ive seen
in all of my years

I shooked my head
back into reality
i was now back in Ortiz's,
sadly

Where you once sat
now you lay in a bed
for the first time in a week
i realized you're dead

i began to cry and scream
"but i saw you in class"
Your mother told me
it was my present confused with my past

i grabbed your hand
Like i did when I would get scared
when that warming safe grip
was not returned i was in despair

I go to your grave each day
"migdalia lays here,"
i show my condolences
With every tear

I know you're in heaven
Gods angels were sent
til the day i see you again
You'll always be my bestfriend