Maybe one day you girls will miss me when I'm gone
I'm sorry for the things i know i did wrong
i know I'm rarely there anymore for you girls
but I'm out there now trying to explore this world
I'll try to support you in everything you girls do
remember what i told you and know it's true
if i die and never come back please don't grieve
there had to be a reason for me to up and leave
i wouldn't go just because i wanted to
just know i tried to always be there for all of you
i loved it when it was only us all together
maybe without me your lives will get much better
i had my own life, it's time to live yours
don't waste it like mine thrown out those doors
if you cry just think of the better times
that we shared together, forget the lies
i wouldn't hurt any of you girls purposely
i was only trying my best honestly
goes to show on how much i loved you all
please don't follow me, don't take that fall
i might go to heaven of maybe go to hell
but no one knows, no one could ever tell
if you suffer pain, know that i can feel it
forget it all, don't look back, take no regret
i know I'm a mistake, was never meant to be
I'm just so glad i was part of your family
sometimes you girls might even hate me
deep inside you really don't, please just believe
i cried when i finally realized life
I'd do anything for you girls, I'll sacrifice
anything you want I'll definitely try
but when i go, please don't ask why
