I Tried and I'm sorry i failed

I tried to tell you that i loved you
I tried to hold your hand again
I tried to hold you close

But every time i try you just pull away
Every time i try to grasp your hand you smack mine away

I guess you don't know that it's killing me
I guess you don't know that it's ripping me up on the inside
If you look close enough you can see my inside are inside out.....

I want you to hold me close again
I want to hear your voice
I want you to hold my hands down
I want you to stop me from cutting
I want to be so close to you i can smell the tears and after shave

I want to hold you close and tell you it's OK when your sanity is slowly slipping away
I want to hold you close when you feel you have nothing left
I want to hold you close as you cry.

I want us back

I tried not cry
I tried not to let it go this far
I tried to let you go
I tried to forget about you
I tried for along time

But i can't forget what we have
I can't forget what we could have had

I'm sorry that i failed you
I'm sorry that i couldn't let you go
I'm sorry that i held on to our past
I'm sorry that i held onto our love

I tried not to cry
But i did
I tried to not to let it get this fair
But it did
I tried to let you go
but i couldn't
I tried to forget about you
but i can't
I tried and I'm sorry i failed you

I'm so sorry my love
I'm so sorry