I'm writing this letter to you before I leave
I gave it to you to read after I left
I couldn't face you as you realized
the meaning of the words
I wrote this in the summer
the season where the feelings are the hottest
As the tears streak my face I know what I have to write
I love you
You are everything I want a man to be
You are my best friend
and as everyone tells me that you and I
can never become us
I have grown to realize
how bad I want that to change
But you are you
and
I am me
and thus we are not together
I will be gone til November
by then I hope this urge...
urge to kiss you everytime I look in your eyes
passes and
You and I can continue
in being the friends we have always been
I couldn't leave without letting you know
I couldn't keep this secret from you
You know everything about me
I love you
now and forever
