Death in my head

I'm looking out through my window but only shadows keep showing up,
I keep thinking about tomorrow maybe sunlight will overshadow the drowning of lost thoughts,
So as i keep on thinking about the way tomorrow will turn out..i turn out my lights,
Maybe a good night sleep will make things turn in a brighter light,
But out of a movie and in to a dream...i saw something beautiful that lighted up a darken scene,
It was like open water up in heaven Sky's,
I saw angels flying by,no pain,no agony..just happy faces saying hi,
But as the night grew shorter someone pushing on my shoulder i woke up without thought,
death in my head is what i was dreaming and i thought why must "WE" be scared of death?