Clear I was dead wrong all along
Amusement over my pain; its for my sake
A little ol boy with a druken mother and without a father you were
Crushed and alone with every word slurred
You choose to fall way from your past, shove the pain in a narrow line
You cant decide, maybe everything is short of suicide
You open up to nobody, except this little girl
Everything became still, and lovely
They; the world
Until one day that all changed, nothing was the same
He walked away, just like he had always done
He left something shattered, and choose to erase
Everything falling apart and tearing at the seams
Somewhere between the bitterness, hatred, love, and blood
There was the innocent boy I long to find
Holding on tight, so I dont lose a friend
Cant take this anymore, emotional and verbal abuse leaving holes
In your rage you would take it out on me
Everything hurts, and nothing works
Something inside me is scratching its way out
Tears roll; I must leave
So much of you I want to forget about
this is how it is, divided in a line
Youre right where you are, from right where I am
I am left on my own, where I am in hiding
A part of me that will never show; a part of me you will never know
I take it back when it all began, in fifth grade
Everything so simple in those days
Taking up the time, youll understand
Sitting still waiting for what comes down
Never be able to straighten this to a thread
If I don't say this now I will surely break
I hate you will a passion, because you broke me down into nothing
You dont care, I wont forgive
Last five years is dust in the wind
All you ever do is run away, and never face up
Because you dont have the guts
Youll never be able to call yourself a man
Maybe when we meet again
I will look into your eyes with no pity
Because now instead of being my best friend you are now my enemy
