Can't be fixed

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With this dilapidated heart, i though i'd never
try to piece my forever together
I can't imagine me without you
in good and bad weather
I plead with myself
to not do this to me again
someone help
where has this emotion been?
i don't fancy love
more than once she's done me in
then
i shed that love skin
i'd forced myself
to convince myself
not to let myself
feel this emotion flowing
what if it starts growing
i gotta stop this b!th from showing
maybe if i put on this disguise
but you can see it in my eyes
i close them
there you are again
damn! this is not love
it's a lie and to lie is to sin
i'm not in love again
i'm not in love again
i'm not in love again!
i grab my pen my only escape
think fast write something
WAIT!
i know thats not your name
trash the paper
grab my CD player
NO!
shutup musiq
don't teach me
i choose to be ignorant
and ignore it
i hit the lights
i'm being haunted by a feeling
it's seeming to try to make it's place
sorry love there's no space
lotta luggage and boxes in the spot my heart went
what?
you'll pay rent?
love, you wanna invest in me?
well...
no you can't spruce up the walls
they're cracked
your portraits will fall
oh...you do repairs?
i-i-i know it's cold in here
yes, you get what you see
no extended warranties
you'll take it?
no..
there's no lease
no contracts to sign
but there is one thing i must request
something i need not again addressdon't build it up to break it.