He broke my heart not once but twice
Some days I can't go on
Just want to cry forever
Or even end it in a second
With a knife, razor or a gun
I don't want to suffer anymore
Watching him kiss her
I just want to kill her
End it forever
He loves her, I love him, she hates me
I hate it so much
Thinking everyday why can't that be me
I look at my reflection and ask what happened
He was my role model but he is suicidal also
He doesn't try but sure has a mindful of ideas
I can't help but notice why I'm the way I am
Its all my generation's fault
Nobody wants me so life's not worth living for
I want to do it so bad
But I can't, I'm scared, I'm terrified, why does it have to be me
I don't understand it
God is torturing me
I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT
Why can't my life be normal
Normal face Normal body Normal weight
Just cut it all off and suffer with the pain
Die today Die tomorrow Die forever
All I wanted is for him to like me
But its all over now
he's long gone and now I suffer with memories
*written by my buddy who was just haven a bad day.
