Hurt and Anger

Why is that life is so f-u-c-k-e-d up
Why does that motherf-u-c-k-e-r have to end up
With my one and only true love
Why does she value him above
Of me and all our history
I just really can't see
What can he possibly bring to her
Not much and I'm starting to hate her
For being so stupid
To date a 21 year old that is still an 11th grade high school kid
How can she actually prefer him to me
Has she lost her mind completely
I wish I could forget the f-u-c-k about her
Instead of being the one to suffer
Every single day
I try to convince myself I'll be ok
Stop thinking about that b-i-t-c-h
She's the one that put you down this ditch
How could she do this to me
Surely knowing this would litteraly crush me
Why did life have to turn up
Even more f-u-c-k-e-d up
Than my worst nightmares
This isn't fair
I've always treated her with the highest respect
I think that in retrospect
I should have talked and seen Elodie
Instead of allowing you to make her my ennemy
I've sacrificed so much just for you
And this is what I get from you
No motherf-u-c-k-i-n-g respect is what it is
What did I ever do to you to deserve this
Nothing is the answer
What drives me crazy is that despite all of this I can't stop caring for her
If I told him what I know it would end it
But yet I can't apply myself to do it
Even though it's within my range
I want your happiness above my own personal revenge.

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