The understanding

Hey Walter i still cant understand why did we stop going out. i mean we both like each other. we try to make each other jealous, but i still cant understand why did we finish. i am so confused on understanding that because i still like you i think about you day and night. i still love you. but answer me whet i cant understand every time you look at me you look at me like you us too when it was a we. but why did you finish us? i try to ignore you and forgive you but i just cant. every time i see you i have a smile in my face but in the inside i want to cry. but i just cant, and i wont understand why you finish us and this is not the end of my understanding because i will never understand.

this is not rely a poem its a letter to take everything out of me. because I'm so confused right now