Here we go again,
Now I see its all just pretend.
Once again tears are cried,
And another day has died.
God I cant believe how it hurts,
So inside I turn and revert.
Its you I want to hate,
For my horrible mind state.
But I know that this nasty blow
That took my breath away n brought me low,
Was only what I had predicted,
Because to her you are addicted.
Too bad I had to get caught,
In the middle of what you sought.
I really can not describe,
How much I was feeling your vibe.
My tears are falling like the rain,
My brain is overloading bleeping out INSANE.
The evidence was clear,
But the truth I didn't want to hear.
So here I am,
Feeling like u just don't give a damn.
Cant take this shit no more,
I'M TIRED OF BEATING MY FEET ON THE FLOOR!
friends were going to be,
But 4 now ill scream like a banshee.
I hate this luck of mine,
But I should have paid attention to all the signs.