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by Lil Mama Jun 1, 2007 category : Sadness, depression / other
These are my thoughts Their not exactly what you sought The smell of death fills the night air People stop and they stare The stench of blood I see your face in the mud Screams of pain Run rampant through my veins Bodies cover the ground No one moves, no one makes a sound.These are my feelings I can't control My life has no reason or goal Desperate for a better life So I seek it with a sharp bladed knife Pain eases pain Somehow I lost this game My hearts no longer concealed Mayhem and murder are what I see No longer will you disagreeThese are my thoughts Lessons have been taught The weak are dead For them my heart has bleed It's like a disease My hunger is never appeased The thirst for blood Is more viscous then a raging flood Taking all Leaving me to crawl The visions I see Are almost just a memory Ones of my grim reaper And your soul keeper The smell of the blood Has only grown and spreadThese are my feelings I have no more life dealings The voices are swearing Mocking, loud, and daring Constantly alone You should have known A knife to your throat Would only make you choke These are the thoughts That I have fought Isn't it chilling That all I think about is killing?