1. The sweaty palms of the doctor in a moist hot barren land.
Putting me in the arms of my mom.
2. moving from the sweat ed state to a more or less cooled down place. where the winters are icy, and the summers are windy, hot, but yet fresh.
3. My dad i vaguely remember being there as a child but flashes of sitting on the porch eating chilled ice cream are set on replay to play over and over. those years were lost but later found.
4. boxes moving swiftly from town to town being propped into a new home.
5. a new fatherly figure to look up to and adore but then his kids were born. my real father came back, jealousy occurred, for 6 years dishes crashed to the floor like hell ripping through the ground of our home.
6. going back to the hot lands reunited with a family i only knew as an innocent child.
7. returning home seeing a happy smile sitting upon my mothers face as gracefully as the wind blows the leafs.
8. everything from there goes from the heaven back to hell but at the same time sending down an angel with a message to deliver.
9. the message sending me the one who is always going to be there for me, the one to lift my lowerd head up to shine in to the sun, to show me to look at what life has to become and to leave my past in the dark.
10. Right now it has the days the leaves fall and the days the flowers bloom but the clouds that float by evening it out keeps my life going strong.
