Perminant reminder

This wasn't meant to be a poem...i wasn't trying to make it rhyme or anything its just like facts about that night all pushed into one ...

the street was silent, no noises heard,
it was the night you broke my heart
you took back your chain, and jacket and just walked away
that memory has scared me for life it haunts me everyday

you left me on my own crying on the floor
just walked away and didn't look back
i was drunk at the time and didn't think twice
i was crying for so many hours i began to lose track

heading for rock bottom i drank a little more no turning back..
i took a pen and said my goodbyes picked up the blade
a tear fell from my eyes as i started carving your name feeling no pain

as i had finished it wasn't enough, i didn't feel free i picked up the blade once more
continued to cry, i pushed down harder than i have before i went to a dark place deep inside the cuts will scar not ones that i can even hide.