What if?

What am I afraid of?
Why don't I just give in?
Things could be great between us,
somehow, we both would win.

But I'm terrified,
of what? I am not sure.
Whenever I'm around him,
everyone else is just a blur.

Maybe I'm scared I'll hurt him,
or maybe that he'll hurt me.
Some where deep down I know
we can never really be.

No matter how much he says he cares,
or that he loves me so,
I just couldn't stand it if I lost him,
so I continue to say, "no."