It just hurts so much when you lose a friend
Someone you loved, but near the end
It's so hard to keep on trying
To keep on living and to keep on dying.
It all just gets worse and worse
I don't know if I can hold any longer
My life is a curse
And my enemy just keeps getting stronger.
Holding onto a life that's dead
A life that cries
I'm losing my head
With all these lies.
I won't let you near
I won't let you fear
There will never be a love between me and you
If I can help it, we are through.
I'll never ever be well again
The lies, the hurt enforced by men
My life is what comes first
And nothing will change unless all goes inverse.
I just wish I could spend a night
In this world so strange and new
But I can't pay the price
For falling in love with you.
~Dedicated to: Satchel me man, why the hell'd we fight?~
