I'm Sorry

You had my heart from the very start,
I loved you more then you will ever know,
But some how I fail to show it,
Because of me,
You will never know......

And all I know is that you were true,
Why didn't I notice how much I did hurt you?
And because I made you cry I feel nothing anymore,
You gave me all that you had and I never saw.

If I could change my mind, my attitude, my life,
I would trade it all in for you but even then I don't think that would do,
It wouldn't pay the price for all the times I made you cry,
But What about death?
Why bother,
You'll never be mine......

I'm sorry I ignored everything that made you,
Us,
I never made the effort,
I treated you badly I can't forgive myself with in,
But I'm different,
I swear it's true,
I know I should just give up on you,
But if I come - I promise I'll be better, I'll be true,
I'll see everything,
That lives inside of you.