Betrayal

How could you do this to me
Didn't you know this would just kill me
Out of all people why did you have to date him
I guess nothing was what it seemed
You always reassured me he was just a friend
But now I know that in the end
You've always been attracted to him
I've taken this blow hard onto my self esteem
Was I not good enough for you
Have I not always been good to you
I will from now on trust my instincts
Why did I not take into account this very distinct
Feeling that you two were too close
Indeed I was not too paranoid since you chose
To be with him now
Why do I feel so down
I thought I was over you
But just the thought of you two
Hurts me to the core
I just can't take it anymore
I feel betrayed by both of you
Can't believe this is really true.

I can see it now
How it all went down
She's been complaining about us all along
And you my "friend" was waiting for it to go wrong
Now you got what you wanted
Now why do I feel you don't deserve it
What I had made you envious
But you managed to reverse it by making me jealous
Not that she doesn't want me anymore
But all I can do is sore
When I imagine your filthy hands are on her
Why do I need to suffer
Why all the pain and tears
I'm nowhere near
Being ok with this
All I can do is
To pray "Oh God my Lord
Take me away from this dark world
I can't bare it anymore
The pain overwhelms me more and more"
Time to face reality
There's nothing I can do to bring it back to what it used to be
Cuz she'd rather be with you
Even though she admitted I'll always be her boo.

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