This is brilliant write so beautifully penned.Sad and heartfelt with beautiful flow.
Great poem dear.

I love this. I feel like I can relate so well with the emotions carried in it.
Thanks for the comment, I didn't actually start SI then. But I did about a year later.. and it all started because I accidently sat on my earrings and they pierced my leg. It's weird how these things start by accident.