Look into my eyes

Look into my eyes to enter into a world of pain

Where shit is always lost and never gained

Seemin to be happy on tha outside, when my soul is cryin for someone to save me

But theres a shell covering my real emotions so no one can see

Lifes a fukin game, you either win or lose

And im tha one loosing, with no future, with not a damn thing to do

I dnt even kno whus normal now, my heads been fuked up for so long

I think tha world would be a better place with me gone

Findin all tha wrong reasons to cope wit it all

For as long as i can remember all ive done in life is fall

Drink or do drugs when im sad, but tha pain remains there

A lost, torn soul in life without a thought or care

Dnt wanna look bacc, too afraid to go forward

Aint got nuttin in life no more to look toward

Tears roll down my face every night and every day

I gotta get outta this life, somehow, someway

Jus know i tried to make it through, i did my best

But i jus wanna take tha gun and put my ownself to rest

To all tha ones i love, im sorry i jus couldnt make it right

Now its time to put tha bullet to my brain and say good night