Why am I this way?
Walking around like I own the world.
I don't mean to be rude.
I don't want to seem so cold.
It's all a cover up.
To hide who I really am.
I don't feel important to myself,
So I pretend to be, it's all one big scam.
I've tried to stop,
But when I do everyone thinks something wrong,
When really that's when everything's right.
I can't change something I've been my whole life.
I can't snap my fingers and be the real me.
I wish it were that easy,
Nobody knows...nobody knows who she is.
They all think they do, but I know they don't.
I'm not cool, I'm not tough.
They all say I know who I am.
When really I know I don't.
I don't even really know who I want to be.
Everyday I paste a smile,
Everyday I hide the tears.
I walk around laughing,
When really I'm just trying to hide all my fears.
