Before That Day

Remember the first time we went swimming
And I cried tears
But wouldn't let you see
And I dunked my head
To hide my misery
And kept on pretending
Yes dear were doing fine
Don't worry
It's not you whom I despice
No dear
Everything's just as it was before
Before I realized
Your not who I'm looking for
Yes dear
I'll go on living this lie
Just as if I still loved you
Like I thought I did
Before that day