These tight bounds, that hold me tight,
They keep me safe from my own mind,
This frown upon my sorrowful face,
I do not whish you to see,
So I hide it behind a smile,
You see this smile and mistake it,
You think me happy and care free,
But in reality I do not feel this smile,
It is just a mask to fool you all,
You all see this less happy smile,
You disbelieve me when I tell the truth,
You only want the lies I tell as truth,
You are who you are, no other,
I am not what I seem at first glance,
Please see what life holds for me now,
Please really don’t be sad for me,
I am one of the few that lead my own path,
Be happy for me and maybe then I can be happy,
If for some reason, I do not see the new years coming,
Remember that I am the shining star you know, still,
Remember I will be your friend still,
Even if I am no more, I will be true,
Until all ends my friendship holds true,
I only whish that I will see the New Year next time,
I only wish that on one would take my lead,
I know what I am and what you are,
We are only humans and that is all we can be,
When you look above and see a bright shinning star,
Remember me for that is what I am,
The bright star leading you on your path,
See me and smile for what I once was,
Then don’t think of the bad times that are,
Think of the good times that were and are and will be.