Aw, this is very deep, and most sad, but you
did a great job.

I pray that this is only a passing thought or situation...if you need someone to talk to don't be afraid to...everyone needs a chest to lean on, a shoulder to cry on...and hand to hold...I don't believe in god for myself, but I do believe in him for others...I pray he gives you the strength to endure...good luck and keep up the good work ;)