Wishing you were mine

For a year and a half my love has been strong,
And i know that we could be so
That you and me could be together
So my self esteem is at an all time low.

She and you were always so love
And i hoped that you would split when you would flirt with me
but it never happened, its just the way it is
So i loved you in secret and misery

Today you will leave for a far away place
And earlier we said our goodbyes
But you left early and we didnt have long
And when you hugged me I had tears in my eyes

As i write this now my eyes well up again
And my vision is blurred as i type
You're the man i never had,but the one i always loved,
And i wanted you to be mine tonight