Always wanted it to be

** u only get one soul mate in this life time...mine left..3 years ago and it still hurts to this day**

Its been three years
Since you walked out
Still cross my thoughts
Its hard to live without

I have moved on in life
Learned to cope
I still thought we had a chance
But 3 years later, you loose hope

You know it's hard to just let go
But it's the choice you made
I say I don’t miss you
Yet, I still wish you stayed

We had so much together
We shared our lives
Now I slowly die
Because you were keeping me alive

I no longer love you,
That is a damn sure!
But I am still hurt from
When you walked out the door

I have a new life
A life I share with my new love, Zack
He is better than ever
But its hard to not look back

As I stair at the stars
And pray for a night of sleep
I look at our photos
Cry out your name and weep

I don’t know what went wrong
Why you have to leave
But to get you back
I no longer believe

I try not to think of you
And what we could be
All I know is
I always wanted it to be
Jenie and Lee