What you did

I lay here crying in so much pain
and i just wish it would all go away
was it really worth what you could gain?
to make me hurt so badly this way

night after night when i go to sleep
i beg God to give you what's coming
i pray the lord my soul to keep
but the tears just keep running!

the only thing that hurts you at all
is for pain to befall your kid
it isn't fair for her to take the fall
for everything that you did!

so day after day she becomes more ill
and i slowly go insane
i hope to god you've had your fill
she has so much strength to gain

my heart beats a sad song
for what she could have been
instead you pulled me along
dragged me down with your sin

she hurts so badly as your punishment
and it kills me and i hurt too
and im sure that you never repent
it shouldn't be her it should be you!!!

how dare you feel bad that she's in pain
did you think twice when YOU hurt ME?
it's your fault your the one to blame
stop with the fake sympathy

the worst part is if you could change the past
your daughter wouldn't have the agony
your torment's due will forever last
and it has everything with what you did to me!!!

i dont feel sorry for myself
it made me stronger in the end
but look what you did to your daughter's health
why do you still pretend?