Then I Smile

We just fought again
This time it was really bad,
I'm trying not to cry
Not to be sad.

But the things you said,
They just cut too deep.
You started to blame me
And I couldn't even think.

I had a sudden flashback
Of how it used to be,
It was all so good,
You had so much love for me.

Now you don't even care,
If you hurt me or not.
And I somewhere deep down
My heart is caught.

When you stop shouting
You ask why I'm not talking.
But you can't even see
Then I've started crying with no signs of stopping.

When I hang up the phone,
I grab a piece of glass.
Then I smile to myself.
The fight is through at last.

~KARMA~
It's a horrible thing.