When this night came along, I was afraid and nervous.
I thought you lied and didn't wanna show faces.
It's been awhile since I'd waited for you to pick me up.
Now I feel stupid, dumb and upset.
When you asked me to go out, I was like "Wow, my first date."
I was happy and excited for this night to come,
But when you didn't show up.
My hopes and smiles wen down with no love.
I felt pretty and spend a lot of time on myself.
I looked good and special for you take me out.
My first date, thought it would be something to remember and hoping it would come out great.
Instead I sat here on my couch, in my dark living room.
When the clock in 12 midnight, I felt embarrassed to even said yes to you.
Now I just wanna die and be put in a tomb.
As I cried myself my outfit I picked out just for you.
My heart pounding inside so hard, thinking when I see you, I don't know what to do.
My body's cold with shakes of harm, with my arms wrapped around myself trying to get myself warm.
My first date, had failed me.
My first date, had brought me down to a low self-steam.
I'm hurt and disappointed inside, I'm lost and there's no more for me to hide.
My first date, is a no memorable to me.
My first date wasn't meant to be.
I guess here's another day for me to be free...
*TO BE CONTINUED*
