A Lost Love

I try my hardest
To keep it all in
But I get to the point
Where all my rage
Explodes like a bomb

My heart can withstand
All that comes
But when all that comes
Is too much
The beating stops

Am I alive still?
Or am I just dead
Is this a dream?
Or only a nightmare
When will I wake up?

Now that I no
I'm no longer alive
I've lost all that I had
For the one I loved
Caused me my pain