I still feel sad and not to proud
I said what I said to just get me out
In the end all I ever wanted was to be set free
The pain is still here, it never went away
Next time I mess up there wont be another day
Some people think that I may be a risk
All that does is make me just get pissed
I know what I did and I know how I failed
Sometimes you just have to know when your boat has sailed
So I say let me be free from the hurt I have deep inside
Let the people have their way to condone what is right
Just listen to what my heart and mind want me to do
Let me be so I can be the only person in charge of destiny and not you
All I ever wanted was a fair chance to be me
In the end I got screwed over for the absolute honesty
The games that they play are meant to cause pain
Nobody will ever get the chance to regain life from keeping me sane
