Monster Whom I be

I look upon the mirror,
I don't like what i see
like the ugliest shade of sand
for the monster whom i be.

I once stepped on a crack
But misery only stricked me
Fortune is a feat i did lack
Downgraded to a man only called by "He"

I fell the furthest distance
prayed on my way down
Hoping upon my sins to be rinsed
Maybe for heaven i be bound

I wrote a poem a time
Of a depression i could not find
Everyother word did rhyme
But the poem its self was not so kind

-Captain Emovenom